finally, something exciting

today i pressed send. i attached my completed comp proposal draft and whisked it out into the electro universe for adrienne to read.

how very anti climactic

after many sessions with the writing clinic - a rather unbalanced collection of good and bad days - a trip to northern saskatchewan and far too much fretting for my own good - i finished the paper.

i have no idea if it is good or not. or if it will be the kind of thing that i can tick off of my list. but at least i have something to edit.

and now, i can reorganize my virtual desktop and start the next thing. the comp.

i think some how this will be a lot easier

who knows.

confidence is such a strange thing - when it is there, work is possible, when it is not - i am stuck.

perhaps some lovely list making is in order - and then i will know a new project is on the horizon.

yay.