maybe it will work this time

i am actually excited about the work.

OK, this is like grinning while doing my side planks at the gym.

but i am starting to really get into it. An hour with the writing clinic was helpful. I am definitely going to need more, and I actually have to write something to show. But the little tips and ideas and thinking strategies are helpful to keep the focus going.

and today i have a meeting with BW. more like a lunch. something to keep me on track about everything.

I need accountability and structure.

Learning is a bruital process. Especailly when you realize you are learning how to do something you are not exactly invested in doing well. But it is not the time to think about the other things I would rather be doing. I can do that next.

I need to remember that reading the Thesis' in the blue room at Robarts is a good way to get and stay motivated.

This is going to happen.

Next week, I will go into the hole. Days and nights at home. PJs, tea and writing. I MUST HAVE A DRAFT FOR NOVEMBER!!

MUST MUST MUST

(will)

*grin*