boomtown monday
i am not really going to hate this monday. so far it is crisp and fresh and there has been pilates and an americano in my day.
the construction noise continues to delight my auditory experience and I am reminded why I am not delighting in working in the office.
but today, three pages into my outline, I must prepare for a meeting at the writing lab. hopefully she will be able to untangle my thoughts and bring me into focus. I am opptimistic. My current thinking revolves around how to make this process as simple and as clear as possible. Separating the needless discourse and controversy from the objectives and relevant information is my task now. I have my three body paragraphs, my grade ten engligh class outline and two books that are dedicated to helping me.
How can there be anything else?
Filling out the outline in 10 pages cannot be such a daunting task. Starting is the worst part and no amount of jouranling or getting psyched is going to make that any easier. it is really about starting and seeing where the process willtake me.
No need to be introspective as to why starting is so hard. Just start. even for five minutes. that kind of trickery seems to be what i need to do.
that and deadlines.
panic is a good motivator. well, it has been in the past. this week, panic is a great paralizer.
but it has to happen. I have been back in toronto almost a month. i have a head full of ideas, a belly full of crazy and a new addiction to sleep. funny how balance seems like something unobtainable. waaa. grrr. i struggle and I will achieve.
the construction noise continues to delight my auditory experience and I am reminded why I am not delighting in working in the office.
but today, three pages into my outline, I must prepare for a meeting at the writing lab. hopefully she will be able to untangle my thoughts and bring me into focus. I am opptimistic. My current thinking revolves around how to make this process as simple and as clear as possible. Separating the needless discourse and controversy from the objectives and relevant information is my task now. I have my three body paragraphs, my grade ten engligh class outline and two books that are dedicated to helping me.
How can there be anything else?
Filling out the outline in 10 pages cannot be such a daunting task. Starting is the worst part and no amount of jouranling or getting psyched is going to make that any easier. it is really about starting and seeing where the process willtake me.
No need to be introspective as to why starting is so hard. Just start. even for five minutes. that kind of trickery seems to be what i need to do.
that and deadlines.
panic is a good motivator. well, it has been in the past. this week, panic is a great paralizer.
but it has to happen. I have been back in toronto almost a month. i have a head full of ideas, a belly full of crazy and a new addiction to sleep. funny how balance seems like something unobtainable. waaa. grrr. i struggle and I will achieve.
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