academic nightmares

yuck.

the work really has to start now. the reading part is over. the lovely thinking and lounging and dreaming part is over. now it is time to make the magic and write it all down.

i had a meeting with my advisor, and we made a plan. apparently my thoughts and arguments are not as clear on paper as they are in my journals. this has to change. with that in mind, i have booked appointments with the writing lab.

no more excuse, no more procrastincation. how incredibly scared am I?

so, my final diversions we with art and tonight with beer. I love the park gallery. i love drawings of squirrels, racoons and streetcars. and tonight i am going out with a friend to discuss the creepiness and facination with plasticized bodies. yay.

but today, i have my list, i have my deadlines, i have the panic to fuel me.

surely i can make this happen.