my "office"

a few weeks ago i got a carrel at the university library. i love it. i love it so much that i have a place to work with a locking door and a desk i do not have to tidy off. the window is teeny and the chair is too low - but somehow i manage to get things done and nap in this little piece of heaven. one thing that is bad, is having my back to the door and i cannot manage to concentrate with such exposure. to solve this problem i taped some things to the window. when i walked into my cube this morning - there was a note - saying such taping was not allowed and that the paper had been removed. yuck. people in my cube.

anyway - i can hang my coat up and protect myself - but it is not really the same.

there is no privacy - big brother is always watching.

fortunatle i still love my cube.


oh, the picture is important because i have it on my wall - and i have a rasterbation image of the same photo on the wall as well. it looks very nice and reminds me of a time when i was happy.

yay

finally, something exciting

today i pressed send. i attached my completed comp proposal draft and whisked it out into the electro universe for adrienne to read.

how very anti climactic

after many sessions with the writing clinic - a rather unbalanced collection of good and bad days - a trip to northern saskatchewan and far too much fretting for my own good - i finished the paper.

i have no idea if it is good or not. or if it will be the kind of thing that i can tick off of my list. but at least i have something to edit.

and now, i can reorganize my virtual desktop and start the next thing. the comp.

i think some how this will be a lot easier

who knows.

confidence is such a strange thing - when it is there, work is possible, when it is not - i am stuck.

perhaps some lovely list making is in order - and then i will know a new project is on the horizon.

yay.